Day 3

Ever wondered what will happen to your name when u die? what will you leave behind? whatever you do leave behind, will it be kept the way you wldve kept it? yes everyone wonders that. i do too...

but reality check comes in and slaps u right in your face!
i had the honor of visiting the great Lahore fort yesterday . what amazed me was how incapable our country is at preserving and maintaining  its heritage! its applaudable..seriously.

suppose.. that you are a billionaire! no seriously. you spend billions of rupees to build a place where you live with such elegance and sophistication that its unimaginable! and you build it with love and get the best of things...the most expensive things on the planet. and then you die!

you just leave it behind for your family and they leave it behind for their family and then it goes public... for everyone to see the beauty and grace and exceptional architecture!

what happens next is that....people dont give a damn! they just scribble on ur expensive walls made out of mosaics...they break your walls, they throw juice cartons and toffee wrappers in your fountains!
what would u feel like? honestly if i were you...i would come out of my grave and stab them!

that is how shah jehan feels! seriously.

i was disgusted by how little people cared for their heritage and how our goverment officials take budgets and fills up their pockets!
Another very interesting thing i witnessed was that there was a gurdwara of sikhs and a mosque behind it. It made me wonder that in those days people lived normally.
 i mean the muslims prayed the sikhs went to their gurdwara. there were no fights, no bomb blasts, no craziness....peace!
today, we have the height of intolerance! muslims cant live peacefully among themselves talk about other religions!
those who are tolerant and normal are pushed to the back by those who have no regard for other religions. we have a situation here. we need to address it. how?

Day1 (part2)

the thing about people is  that they do not give a damn about anything but themselves! its a wierd world where all one can think about is how will i get this thing done? or how will my life be affected by this person and his/her actions? or simply how farther i can go?

they will do anything and everything to step on ur shoulders, even face and go up... its not rocket science. i mean doesnt everyone think that? everyone is self centered and as narcistic as i am. but the question here really is how far can anyone go?far enough to hurt anyone that is even remotely related? or far enough to actually reach a point where nothing matters?

sitting with a cup of deliciously smooth and warm choclate macademia i reached to the conclusion that there comes a phase in life where nothing matters. where you can effortlessly block things out.
where everything seems to bore you,  u loose interest in everything....thats the point where another question arises....what comes next? you have successfully achieved the point of no concern, if i may say, then what do u do next? sit there totally spaced out? what comes next is the question!!!

Day1

This is the day i commit to writing for myself, about myself and by myself!!!
as much as it sounds narcistic it is true and yes narcissistically awesum !

i have reached the point where im ACTUALLY looking for solace on the internet!!! i mean how wierd can life be for a person like me, for whom using the internet is only limited to activities on facebook, random tweeting, and a few emails.

Life as we know it, is simply my way of blogging about the things that are thought provoking for me and i spend my days and nights thinking about those things. for example... why would blair all of a sudden fall for dan? and y the hell doesnt elaina go for damon and leave the other salvatore? or why would alexander be gay?or y wldnt this cute guy jus give in to my lady charms? and y wldnt lame people leave me alone? or why cant i maintain a social life?
i will soon post more..let me think....!!!